I seem to have switched places with Sirius. Alone in 12GP. Drinking. (Okay, not much, but a bit.) In hiding.
Of course, I don't know if the Ministry is suspecting me of betrayal of any sort or not, but if they know what's good for them, they'll be cautious. I'm not going to let them try to take Remus down. I'll find who's tracking him, and then.. then.. well, I don't know. Yet.
Hm. Maybe I should ask Arthur or Kingsley if they've heard anything about me since.. I was fired.
I told Remus we shouldn't see each other unless we absolutely had to anymore.. and it hurts. I love him. I need to see him. But I need to not see him. I can't see him and be alone with him and... it just hurts too much. I need a break. Maybe.. maybe I'll get over him.. maybe.. I'll find someone, and..
Bullshit, Tonks. Bull fucking shit. You're hopelessly in love. Now shut up and drink the rest of that beer.
Christmas is coming up fast, huh?
I'll see you all at the Weasley's! I'll bring cookies.
((Drawing of a smiley face wearing a santa hat))